I think one of the hardest things so far is that moment just before you properly wake up. I’ve had it twice now:
Oooh, warm. Comfy. What shall I do today? Maybe I’ll wear my denim skirt and my blue top. Might grab my kit and go to the gym. But first, better get up and feed the cats before they start kicking off.
Oh.
Hang on.
No I won’t.
That slow realisation that we’re highly unlikely to have anything like that life any time soon is chilling.